God is the light I depend on!

I've met with troubles when I was in NS.
This was one of them.

On the first week I naik pangkat, the Malay girls hate me, because of the misunderstanding between us. And sorry to say that I will not share it out here.

That time was my toughest moment in camp.. I could't sleep well, I cried every night but no one knows except God.. And the way they treated me is like (see I cant even describe it).. Everyday they scolded me bad words(haram word in their religion), talking something bad in front and behind me.
The worst thing in me was that I just kept quiet! Huh, how childish we are. :D

Even I have supporters on my side but I still felt very very very very bad.. and the people against me there was just 5/50. A new experience that being hate by people.. hahah! I prayed every time when I felt bad, I wished I could have sick so that I can stay in medic. I had no one to talk to until the family visit day. I told a little to my friends and I was choking back my tears. I wished I could cry out loud coz I felt so so so helpless and no one understands.. That's true, no man understands.

The darkness moment seemed so looooong.. God was and He is the light I depend on. I talk to God, prayed that the problem can be solved as soon as it can.
And yes, finally the problem solved! Although it took quite a long time.

Suddenly I thought of the song we sang on last Sunday- Even a thousand fall.
That song just warmed my heart..
Darkness may come, trials seem so long.. You are the light I depend on.. Through valleys and storms, Your word keeps me strong..............
Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall, I will stand with You, my Jesus takes my all.

The preaching by my pastor on last Sunday was so true. My personal experience..
KEEP ON BELIEVING.
I prayed for faith in God for a long time and I know that the things happened was a test from God to build up my faith. God has his purpose in me.

After I knew I was selected to PLKN, I prayed to have a jawatan and to learn new things there(God gives you a dream).
I was chosen to be Ketua Squadron wirawati Sukhoi SU-30(you make a decision).
Some of the girls against me(difficulties will happen, there will be delay).
And I experience desperation.
After quite a long time, finally deliverance from God.

Exodus 14:13
Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord,  which He will accomplish for you today.
Jeremiah 33:3
Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty thins, which you do not know.


Always remember, when enemies around you and you have no way to turn to, just raise your head, look up for God.. WAIT upon the Lord.
Withstand
Anticipate
Intercede
Trust

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What's in my mind after National Service.

Hello friendsss! Yea I just came back from National Service.

It was a good experience there. I've learn lots of things there but actually many of them I already learnt in church(can you believe that? O.o). See, how GOOD my church is! hiak hiak! :D

And I just thought back, I realised that God answered ALL my prayer when I was in NS.

Yes, ALL!!

I prayed for good relationship with members, prayed for confidence to talk in front of people, prayed to have wisdom in solving problems, even prayed for a jawatan in NS! And I also prayed for every single competition.

God is faithful, He answered ALL of these prayer! All glory to God!